Shit!

Oh! I have not written blog for 3 weeks b/c I am playing some new games on PC. My elder brother has just had a new game (FIFA Manager 2006), I like FIFA games. My knee had to be sewed up three days ago, but I still can walk normally. Silly! I have fallen 2 subjects, I was sad. I read her blogs, I felt that I am a clown in her eyes, I was disappointed, I still hoped a lot but now I do not believe in anything at her. She did not ??? me...Shit! I am a silly man, a donkey...But I must be alive, the bright future is waiting for me... I am scare of the women.
At the moment, I am studying English level B. I am bored with my English class, my teacher only calls the girl classmates. My class has just had a new classmate, a litte girl, nothing special at her, she aged about 12-13. I do not take notice at her, but she make me surprising at her English. The teacher called some English questions, and she answered fluently. Her English is very very good. I do not understand why she is here. She ought to learn at higher level class, she will not learn anything at here. I admire her much...That's all!