My first love

Since my heart began to have vibration, i liked a lot of girls. But Cathy was my first love. I met her in the evening class. And i loved her very much, but finally i knew that i was not her fisrt love. She had a great boy friend, but she had said goodbye him. I did not the reason that i felt disappointed, i felt i was as stupid as a clown, and was tricked onto obedience...But i still loved her a lot, i did everything . But maybe i was too young to love someone, i did not know how to behave. I wanted to say goodbye to her but i can not. I do not want to make her sad. Finally not me, she said to give up. I felt as i fell to the hell. I missed her, maybe this is good for her. I felt i lost a importantest person of my life. In first night, when i stayed at Train Defend Center, the first person whom i miss is Cathy. I cried. I wished i could see her again, one more time...

A arbitrary father

He's very arbitrary, he always complains everything, everything and everything in our house. My dad shouts at mom now and then, my mother has to do everything in order to please him but he doesn't see enough. He wants the best everything and he shoudn't be a member of the communist party.He behaves as Hitler. Yesterday, i can't stand him, i fought it out his unreason. He beat me by a stick but i didn't counter-attack him...when i was a child, i admired him very much. During in the couple of years, i have felt hate him a lot. I want to seek another house after having a job, so that i can avoid him.

WIN

Finally, Italy passed their obsession at Dejeon( WC 2002). Although having a lucky day, but i hope Italy will be the champion of WC 2006. I like Italy because of their "catanaccio" system. I think when playing football, we need a safe before attacking the competitor team. At WC 2002, S.Korea didn't play fair, they won because of the Ecuerdian referee's unfairness...i hated S.Korea...And now their ability are exposed, they lost....hehehe!

Begining

First i thank everyone for read my blog. My english isn't good, i only have a few word. If it has any mistake, i hope everyone please forget about it or contact with me by mail (koscharin@yahoo.com).Thank you very much!

Boring summer

This summer, i don't join in the Green Summer campaign because i want to concentrate to study so as to get high mark. I want to learn Environment Engineering branch. I think i lost myself when studying university. It's very difficut for me...I want to get a lot of achievement but my ability doesn't allow me to do that. I don't know to do things in this summer, a few of my friends have joined in the Green Summer campagin, a few of ones have traved with family