My first love

Since my heart began to have vibration, i liked a lot of girls. But Cathy was my first love. I met her in the evening class. And i loved her very much, but finally i knew that i was not her fisrt love. She had a great boy friend, but she had said goodbye him. I did not the reason that i felt disappointed, i felt i was as stupid as a clown, and was tricked onto obedience...But i still loved her a lot, i did everything . But maybe i was too young to love someone, i did not know how to behave. I wanted to say goodbye to her but i can not. I do not want to make her sad. Finally not me, she said to give up. I felt as i fell to the hell. I missed her, maybe this is good for her. I felt i lost a importantest person of my life. In first night, when i stayed at Train Defend Center, the first person whom i miss is Cathy. I cried. I wished i could see her again, one more time...